Life Changing

I started going back to church at South Gastonia Church of God on August 17th and i love every feeling I get going there and even just thinking about it. I feel like I already have a family there. They all care about you like you are their own child. They do not judge your past... which is GREAT because I know I've done some pretty bad things... they may not be as bad as some peoples, but they are my own. I've been pulled down by the devil so many times... I can't even count. Now that I have rededicated my life to Christ this past Sunday, September 7th, things have been a lot easier, but some of my problems stick with me just so the devil can keep trying to pull me down. It takes time for things to work through. Being a Christian is one of the hardest things to do because some people look at you differently, but you just have to let it roll off your shoulders... and even if you lose some friends over it.. well then you know they were not your true friends. Things will come at you faster and harder than ever just so you don't stay with Christ, but you just have to be strong through it all and know that Jesus is there by your side! YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!! I've learned that these past few weeks... Jesus is always there whether you ask Him to be or not... He's there to keep an eye on you. I wish everyone could experience the feeling I have right now. I can just feel that Jesus is going to take me where I belong. I know hard times will still come at me but I just have to look up the Christ and pray! All I have to do is just ask Him for help and He will give it to me whether I hear Him or not... and it could take weeks before He answers my prayer. He knows when it's time to answer... and how to answer it... Its just such a LIFE CHANGING event for me.. because I've never experienced something like I am now and I know this is the best thing for me! I used to have doubts about whether I was going to go to Heaven or not... especially with the last person I was with I knew I wasn't going to go where I belong... I knew I had to get my life straight and get settled with God like I'm supposed to be. But I know Jesus is coming... it could happen anytime.. right now, tonight, tomorrow.. whenever it may be just make sure you are ready... because you don't want to go to Hell do you? I sure hope not! Thanks for reading!